میں یاد آؤں گی / by Aamir Bilal

"Suno...."
"Haan kaho?"
"Aik baat to batao"
"Poocho"
"Tum mere messages ka jawab kyun nahin dete?"
"Main messages nahin karta"
"Kyun?"
"Bas nahin karta"
"Phir bhe"
"Dil he nahin karta"
"Kyun?"
"Aisa lagta hai k dil..."
"K dil???"
"K ...."
"Ab agay bhe bata do..."
"K kuch nahin... bas yehi k main khud ko grey aur faded aur boorha feel karta hoon"

"Oh? Baba G"
"Haan...baba! Boorha... is liye main message nahin karta"
"Ajeeb reason hai"
"Haan ajeeb hai...is pe yaqeen aana mushkil hai"
"Main nahin maanti"
"Kyun?"
"Agar tum boorhay ho gaye ho na to main bhe boorhi ho gaye hoon"
"Aisa nahin hai. Seriously. I feel jitnay sms karnay thay kar chuka hoon. I am not a teenager na"

"To kya hua. SMS bhe to baat ke tarah hotay hain."
"To main baat jo kar leta hoon. SMS to yun lagta hai jaise kaghaz kalay karna"
"Tum to itna mantay ho technology ko"
"Haan manta hoon"
"To kar diya karo sms"
"Okay ... kar doon ga. Bas?"
"Waise ..."
"Waise sms?? haha! Main waise sms nahin karta!"
"Serious nahin reh saktay tum?"
"Okay okay serious"
"Waise main jab nahin hoon ge na to ..."
"To??"
"To kuch nahin"
"Aray bata do... to kya?"
"To yehi k main yaad aaon ge! Yaad karo gay tum k koi intezaar karta tha tumharay alfaaz ka"

"Acha? Karta tha? Mujhe khushi hoti k koi yaad KARTI!"
"Tum!!!"
"Acha na... ab main serious. Waise itna serious mat hua karo. Khush bhe rehna sekho larki! Main message kar doon ga. Mera matlab kiya karoon ga."

"Ehsaan ho ga aap ka."
"Ok janab."
"Aik baat aur"
"Haan bolo bolo"
"Kabhie tumhain ishq hua na to meri guarantee hai k yun he intezaar kiya karo gay tum! Baar baar phone utha k dekha karo gay! Auron ke baaton se nafrat ho jaye ge."
"Wah! Yani tumhain ishq ho gaya hai... Woh bhe is na-cheez se!"
"Pata nahin"
"Don't tell me!"


After so many days while I am recalling her words. I was a naive boy when she started liking me. I never felt like that. I never had such a strong faith in such emotions. I never knew she was feeling what is the most honest emotion in the world. Tonight I feel myself falling in the same strongest emotion. While typing this whole incident I have looked at my phone a hundred times already.